i'm pretty sure saturday, october 24th, 2009 is the worst day of my life ever.

my mom dies.

i have 2 hour long drunk sex with a guy i like, and right afterwards, he starts crying because he's in love with someone who could care less about his feelings. and he partially felt bad for leading me on. it hurts seeing someone like that, completely hopeless about life.

and the only thing i can think about is him, not my mom. i feel dead inside. and alcohol actually makes me feel better, which is the worst thing i could say.

i laid in bed all day. and now i'm going to go to bed. and be emo, not about my moms death, but about the fact that i can't fix a boy, and he won't let me.

I don't update this. i might as well start will a bunch of weird screenshots. let me remind you, i don't play on an rp server. just a regular pvp one. but lots of lulzy rp ensues.

So you're losing Arathi Basin, only to realize half your team is in the starting room. You go there to flag them all afk, and walk into this. Half your team, ironically, is from your server. Dancing naked. Having an RP party. Um. What the fuck?


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So I went to Las Vegas with Katie and Chelsey and ended up visiting the Luxor and the Bodies exhibit. I ninja'd some pictures since none were allowed to be taken. Vegas srsly sucks when you can't drink/gamble. brb being 21.

lul.

can't sleep. sleep schedule is totally fucked up. bahhh.

i think i have an unhealthy obsession on how attractive I find Christian Bale since he nerd raged at that one d00d. Like, do me. Nao.

Uh, I never update this shit ever, because I don't haz internet buddies that will read it. Become my buddy so I have a reason to share my uneventful life with you.

I finally got my septum pierced. It's pretty awesome and cute. I got it on Friday, before Alameda High's graduation. It didn't even hurt, it was amazing. I've been cleaning it with anti-microbial soap and sea salt soaks. 

I've come to the conclusion that I should start doing something with my life. I go to school like 3 times a week, and all I do is sit at home and play World of Warcraft which is slowly sucking out my soul. And school is gonna be over on Friday so I need to get a job or something.

My friend's should stop complaining about never seeing me when they don't take the time to call me up and ask if I want to hang out. Yeah, I call them, but I don't want to all the time in fear that they might get annoyed that I am inviting myself to their get togethers. 

Other then that, life is fabulous.

I never use this because no one knows about it.

And all I do is read communities.